Flicker? Can't say Tara knows that one...care to serenade us, Pam?
Now if you'd asked her to sing Black Socks you'd be all turning your computers off in a hurry and then the song would still reverberate in your ears for days to come..
She felt more exhausted for having had a good night's sleep. Funny how that happened. She went nights just barely dozing off and she could still zip through her day with enough energy and then some to spare, but now that she had one good sleep – even if it had been curled up on the floor next to Cassie's sofa – her body just seemed to crave more.
Bleary eyed she barely keyed in the right code to avoid setting Myles' alarm into overdrive. The near miss left her feeling shaky and she had to sit on the bottom step in the entranceway with her head between her knees taking in great gulps of air. Her head felt like it was full of cotton balls and her throat was scratchy but she simply refused to get sick. It was impossible. Who would take care of Cassie?
* * *
Myles volunteered to escort Cassie to her classroom, smiling at the airs she put on as she tucked her things away in the cloakroom, talking to him incessantly in a voice loud enough to carry all around the room. She wanted to make certain that they were noticed.
His heart hurt for the little girl, whose father had never taken her to school or presumably, had never showed any interest in her at all. Cassie made the most of the situation, broadcasting Myles' presence all the way down the hall. And students and staff alike paid attention. He supposed his height had something to do with it, since most of the students barely reached his waist and the primary teachers all seemed diminutive in stature.
When he went to leave her at the door, her little hand slipped into his. He could feel the hot, sticky pressure and was mildly surprised that he didn't immediately think of rushing off for anti-bacterial soap. Instead he let her pull him into the classroom, proudly showing him her desk. He felt like he'd invaded munchkin land, awkwardly dodging rambunctious children darting every which way. The teacher stood at the front of the class and he realized she wanted to start the day and still Cassie held onto his hand. He scrunched himself down between the narrow aisle and after an intense whispered conference he was able to pull away, exchanging his fingers for his business card.
She clung onto it with an intensity that brought tears to his eyes and he had to clear his throat to rid himself of the lump that had settled there. He patted her awkwardly on the head before making the long walk to the classroom door. He made the mistake of glancing back and seeing the stricken look in Cassandra's eyes made him want to snatch her up and run. She seemed too little and too fragile to be left alone like that for the entire day.
"She'll be fine, Mr…?" the teacher's softly modulated voice pulled his gaze away from Cassie’s wistful little face.
"Leland," he supplied and then realized that she was looking for more information. "I'm...a friend of the family," he explained lamely.
The teacher seemed relieved. "I'm glad you stopped by, Mr. Leland. Cassie's a delightful child, but I've been worried about her lately. I haven't been able to reach her mother to arrange an interview. The phone seems to have been disconnected. Perhaps you could pass the message on?"
Myles nodded warily.
"You're obviously aware of Cassie's speech impediment. I've talked to her mother about arranging sessions with our speech therapist. For a nominal fee she will be able to start with Cassie after the Easter break. Mrs. Stevenson should come by and fill out the forms and we'll need a check for the full amount. $120."
"A hundred and twenty dollars to fix a problem that will go away by itself when her teeth grown back in?" Myles asked incredulously.
The teacher's pleasant demeanor cooled a notch as she gave his expensive suit and silk tie a once over. "Therapy is necessary now to correct any bad habits Cassie develops while her teeth are growing in. There's no reason her lisp should be so pronounced. She's been tested and we'd like to nip the problem before it becomes much more time consuming and costlier to correct."
Myles had the feeling that Carolyn didn’t have that kind of money, but there was no point in revealing that to the teacher right now. "I'll pass the message along," he said stiffly. The teacher seemed satisfied and Myles finally made his way out to his car.
Pray for your family members. He grimaced as the thought entered his mind out of nowhere...or somewhere. The distance between his parents never seemed greater. He felt closer to his coworkers...
friends...that thought startled him. Were they his friends? He thought of them that way, was it possible they considered their relationship with him in a similar fashion?
He steered his mind back to the problem at hand as he steered his vehicle into the busy morning traffic. He needed to find a way to pray for his family...and then the courage to tell them about it. The problem seemed insurmountable to him until he thought of Carolyn trying to raise a daughter on her own on a housemaid’s salary. Surely if she could face those odds every day he should be able to find the guts to face his family.
"You there?" he asked, looking above. "What am I saying? Of course you're there. You're probably busy with a different kind of morning rush hour." An opportune time to whip through this little assigment painlessly, he thought with a surge of hope. Surely God had more important things to do than pay attention to the likes of Myles Leland III's little forays into prayer at such a busy time. "Here goes," he whispered under his breath. "God bless my parents." He said in a rush, knowing full well that he was cheating, almost afraid of being caught out. When no lightning bolt hit him he relax. "Almost home free."
Wrestling his cell phone from his pocket at a red light, he dialed his father’s office number and the surprised secretary patched him through almost immediately.
“You go and get yourself shot up?” Myles Leland II asked curtly. “It’s about time! Now you’ll come to your senses and start earning your living like a man…” The thing Myles liked most about cell phones was that you could hang up on somebody and blame it on a poor signal later.
He tried his mother next.
“Are you sick? Dying? Engaged? No? Then I simply don’t have the time darling. Perhaps we can get together at the Cape in the summer…” It was April and he hadn’t seen either of his parents since Christmas.
Well at least he could say he tried, he thought smugly.
You see what I’m up against? He put his car in park and unbuckled his seatbelt.
No offence, but since after 60 odd years you haven’t gotten through to them why on earth do you think I have a chance? Myles grabbed his briefcase and opened the door.
Frankly, one could almost consider it laziness on your part to send me in as your reserves. The sound of a car backfiring echoed in the underground parking, making Myles jump in alarm. He looked heavenward.
I was only joking. I’m sure you have a perfectly good reason for putting me through this humiliating process and according to Sue you’ll tell me in your own good time. Must be nice to be God. He paused to listen, hoping for some divine guidance. Three seconds later and finding none he sighed in frustration.
Fine. Let’s get this over with. He wasn’t about to stew over it all day.
He’d reached the elevators by this time, rejected them as too crowded and chose the stairs instead. On the second landing he dialed his father again. “Hello, Dad,” he cringed at greeting his father so casually. “We got cut off back there. No need to worry, I’m not shot up, am feeling hail and hearty and just wanted you to know I was thinking about you just now…and I’m praying for you…no, Father, I didn’t mean to insinuate anything by that remark…no, I do not think you are so senile that you need my prayers…no I never meant to imply that I didn’t have the utmost faith in your ability to wheel and deal in the business world…and no I haven’t become addicted to cocaine…I just felt like saying…Father? Richard?" Myles cursed and ran his fingers through his hair. Fine time for the reception to give out.
Preferring to get unpleasant tasks out of the way as soon as possible, he called his mother next. It could never be said that Myles Leland III was a proscratinator. “Hello, Mother, it’s Myles again. No, not that Myles, Myles your son. Yes we just spoke – or rather you spoke and I listened but I didn’t get a chance to say…no mother, I wasn’t aware of the importance the historical society placed upon our ancestral crest. Yes, I imagine that you might enjoy having your picture in the paper…but what I wanted to say was…pink, it’s ageless and suits your coloring…Now back to the…No don’t hang up…I just wanted you to know that I’m praying for you.” A dial tone buzzed annoyingly in his ear.
That went well. Myles directed his exasperated sentiment up several floors. Suddenly a head poked over the railing two flights up. “Talking to yourself, Leland? When’s the last time you had a psych assessment done?” The nasal drawl of Randy Pitts vibrated through the enclosed area.
Myles stormed out onto the third floor and took the elevator the rest of the way, whirling into the bullpen in a royal snit as silent laughter echoed in his ears.