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“No, it‘s not” he answered shortly “I felt not one of them was a suitable candidate, I needed someone who can not only sympathise but emphasise as well, who’s been there right at the point of desperation to know how these children really feel, and there’s only one person I know who has those qualities”
“Why don’t you approach that person then?” she asked, thinking for a moment that she had had a wasted journey up here.
“I have” said Myles looking directly at Lucy
After a long pause she cleared her throat and said “It’s me isn’t it?”
“What made you change your mind? You made it clear to me the other week how you felt”
“I’ve been thinking, people have said things to me to make me think”
“What people?”
“Sue, Alice, Jack, Bobby and you” she told him whispering the last word.
“What do you think?” he asked needing to know exactly where she stood, where he stood with her.
“I think I made a mistake. I thought that all I ever wanted was my independence, a chance to be free. An opportunity to be me. To find people who cared for me and valued me for who I am and not be prejudiced for the colour of my skin. I found that here in this small town. The only person I have met that I don’t particularly care for is Jessica and she doesn’t actually live around here, so it’s no big deal. I have respect, I have a job, an income, a home and I thought that was enough”
“And now?” he prompted too unsure to actually ask her to stay, needing her to say the words to him and knowing that she needed to voice the words so that it became real for her too.
Lucy sighed heavily before replying “Now? Now I know that there is more to life than that. When I first saw Faith she reminded me so much of myself, except when I was her age I had more family than I do now and more than she probably ever had or knew. I wanted to help her but I didn’t want the responsibility of her, I wanted to pass her on to whoever would take her. Jack and Sue said some things that made me think. I thought long and hard and I know that there are several women here tonight who would probably jump at the chance to run the telegraph office. I learnt something Myles when I took stock of my life and thought things through and I learnt….I realised that the real gift of freedom, of independence, is giving it to others too. I want to help you with this venture you have undertaken, and I’m sorry that I didn’t see it weeks ago”
“Apology accepted you know it took me a long time to see and to learn where I should be too”