Hope I can manage two stories at the time - LOL
Enjoy
Josy
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Friday
Sue and Lucy’s apartment
Comfortably snuggled in a corner of her couch, she was reading her favorite romantic novel: Pride & Prejudice. Totally absorbed by the story, she didn’t acknowledge right away the phone that claimed his presence by a loud and persistent noise. Lucy sighed and extended her arm.
“Hello”, she greeted and her mom’s voice came through. A warm smile spread on her lips and she chatted with her for few minutes that elapsed in an hour. She hung up and her gaze wandered back to the book that she dropped on a cushion. Then, her regard traveled to her mug: her tea cooled down and it was time for another one.
She walked to the kitchen and heard a muffled sound of the book falling on the wooden floor. She opened the cupboard and grabbed some green tea and she placed the kettle on the stove. While she was waiting for the water to boil, she gazed aimlessly at the city at night. The frenzy of Christmas had settled down and a biting cold had enveloped the city since few days. This year, Christmas had been passionately crazy. Finally, after a waltz of turtle steps and silence, Jack confessed his love to a blushing Sue. Lucy had been squealing of delight since then: she teased, laughed and was even proud of her matchmaking power. And then, what do you know, Tara and Bobby, on New Eve…Lucy didn’t get all on the details yet but still, she was ecstatic! All those thoughts mingled but a feeling overpowered them. She refused to voice it or think about it but still…it was there…envy. She sighed.
She approached her window and squeezed her nose against the icy surface. Her eyes were so close of the window that the lights of DC mingled all together. Another sigh escaped her lips and her thoughts went back to the Jane Austen’s novel. At that moment, the kettle started singing and she turned away from her view.
Pouring the tea and hot water in a mug, she prepared to go back in the living room when her eyes caught a glimpse of her calendar. She frowned as she tried to remember today’s date. She knew it was Friday…TGIF and soft chuckle left her lips.
Today had been a quiet and slow day: they were not on a case…yet and they were finishing the paperwork of the previous case that the team wrapped earlier this week. She confronted Randy and she had been the victorious one. Even Myles smiled at their fight.
Suddenly, a flash tickled in her mind: she swirled and stared at her calendar. With her eyes, she searched for today’s date and then, counted until the…14th of February.
“O Brother!”, she muttered. Usually, she loved Valentine day: she enjoyed the love floating around, the guessing game who got what but mostly, it was easier to bare when you have single friends to share that day with.
A deep sigh exhaled her lips: Sue was not single anymore neither Tara. Suddenly, her book was not tempting anymore. Breathing gently on her hot mug, she took a sip on her tea while approaching the window.
She frowned at her glassy reflection and refused to let self-pity filled her heart. She walked back to the living room. She turned on the TV and flipped through the channel. Then, a black and white movie: Casablanca. It was the end but Lucy knew that movie by heart. Hot tears pooled in her dark eyes and she gave herself a reason to cry: the end of that movie was heartbreaking.
However, deep down, she knew why she was crying: she missed that connection that only a man and woman who loved each other can have. She tried to let love settled back in her life but…
Wounds can be hard to heal sometimes. Honestly, she was still mad at Myles. She tried to forgive but forgiveness was a process: tonight, she needed to turn another page but she wondered if she could. Some days, she enjoyed Myles’ company but in other days, a feeling of anger stirred in her heart. She tried to light up that feeling with her teasing still, sometimes…
Crashing on the couch, sobbing her heart out, she let the tears finished their course on the pillow she was squeezing tightly in her arms.
After few minutes, sniffling, she shook her head. “No, no self-pity” she admonished herself. One day, she will have her chance, her blessing. Wiping her tears away, she breathed deeply and returned back to her book and Mr. Darcy.